aiks...keep asking myself...am i suit??!!! AM I?? suit to be a teacher??!!! ARGHHHH~~~~~
1...really really tired everyday...duno why...n feel like my body was non stop moving...the only time tat i can rest juz in the car...juz few minutes...aiksss...and every morning wake up...OMG~ got a strong feel pull back me unlike skuling time...really interested so much staying in skul de...can chat wit fren...play...gossip...NOW???!!! >.< once reach there...standard 1!!! the 1st word when goin the class...OI !!! BU YAO CHAO !!! JIN !!! ZUO XIA !!! OI~~~ aiksss...n everytime after 1 lesson my voice juz lost for awhile...OMG !!! ARGG~~~~ HOW TO TAHAN TIS TYPE OF LIFE FOR 8 MONTHS!!!!! everytime scold them...THEY GUAT ME !!! OMG !!! ARGG~~~~~ really really feel sien of tat arrrrr~~~ T.T
2...DISCIPLINE...aiks...i ald tried my best...use rotan beat the table...scold them loudly...ask them go out stand...omg! wad else i can do?? TEL ME !!! fit them?! YEA !!! tis is wad i goin to do nex week i think...i really cant tahan le...but actually...wad i scared not the students...juz the boss there...omg...once noisy...yonghui...ni hai bu gou xiong..walao! how xiong u wanna me to be o??!!! >< i ald bcome super duper hot temper now ler...everytime back home oso quiet de...talk lesser n lesser...once talk..omg~ quarell...i really cant control...just here to say...really really sorry mama...........
3...SYLLABUS...standard 4 5 6 math + science...i think sc stil ok la...but wad must do is...REVISE ALL OVER AGAIN !!! MUST !!! or else...bye bye~ aiks...but stil ok la...tis just depend myself in distributing my time nicely...so...stil ok ba! ^^ but math...O.O aikssss.....mayb i less in preparing ba! so...hmmmmm......hope tml wil be better ba! en! ^.^
actually...keep asking myself...WAD I WORRY THE MOST NOW...actually juz...scare i wil lost the job...fish can~ haha! but my parents ald felt my feeling n advised tat..if not suit den chge lo...partime only ma...smal matter la..nonid be too mind geh...i agree tat...but...wad else can do if u resign for tis?! gotta rush for finding job here n there again?! aiks...ald sien of tis type of things...or...juz stay at home? or attend some english courses?! but NO MONEY??!!! how to do all these??!!! really not guarantee at all!!! if i resigned for tis...aikks......HOW AR?????!!!! WHO CAN TEACH ME ARRRRR~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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but anyway...suan le ba...think lai think qu...i think.....aiks...remain the same wil be better ba...but am i really can handle all those prob?!!! haha! WHO KNOWS??!!! but anyway...hmmmmmm~~~ just try my best ba...try my best to improve myself...YEA !!! tis is the only thing i can do i think...no else ler...YEA !!! like tis ba!!! YEA !!! dun think too much le wengfai...wad u do now juz revise all the syllabus...try to be technique in handle the discipline...if really...BEAT THEM BA!!! tis is the only way le...enen!!! U CAN DE WENG FAI !!! jia you jia you jia you~!!! ngek ngek ngek~ ^.^
sorry, weng fai! i was busy with work now...no time view ur blog tim~~ din realise u face such a big problem!! but wat my advice is give urself 1 more month to try & see ba!! as a chance, if u found out later u really unhappy with this job then only u change!! ushen always told us tat dont act on feeling,tats true! but sometime i realise that we shuld choose the things we are happy with,then only we will do our job with full-hearted.....but before u make a change must think twice whether u made a right choice! by the way,everythg is just depends on urself how u look thru it~~if u think it is easy,no matter how hard u still able to solve it de!! this is true~~~just try ur best!! i am here to support u=) add oil.....add oil oooo!!!!
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