come here again jor la...

come here again jor la?! wad means o?! means...MY EMO FEELING COME BACK JOR LA~~~ hahaha! erm...how to say...tis type of emo abit different from before ba...tis emo juz more on critic on myself...haha! how to say? erm...my teaching technique ba...yea...math...is math! am i teach til too boring?! abit lor...but juz formula o...how to be interesting jek?! somemore not all ppl focus on me o...after i taught...stil got some ppl said...i dunno do o teacher...ternggg~ i ald break my record by discussing 1 quest by 1 quest...wad else i can do leh?! den juz asked them finish the left one...stil cannot?!!! O.O

the more serious is...got student said the teacher last time teach is better than now d.......OMG!!!!!!!! am i really so wet in teaching?! ...... suan le ba...hmm...i think wad i can do juz...prepare better before goin the class lor...wad else can do o...hmmmm......the technique n the way to do quest...yaya! important...so...is stil tat sentence...good luck ba weng fai! gambateh! improve improve!!! gogogo!!! ^.^

NEW YEAR CLOTHES !!! ^^

ALOHA ~~~ CNY coming la~~~ juz left 1 week laaaaa~~~ GOT MONEY NOW JOR LAAAAA~~~ fast fast go to bank n transfer the cheque into my account arrrrr~~~ and den take out for SHOPPING ARRRR~~~ hurray~~~~~~ GAMBLING GAMBLING~~~ hohoho~~~ come come come~~~ ngek ngek ngek~

NEW YEAR CLOTHES !!!!! IM COMING ~~~~~ ^.^

因为爱情 ^.^

不知怎么了...突然好喜欢这首歌哦~!!! ^^ 他们两人都有各自独特的声线及风格 enen! 好听！xD
懒散的语调...就是能够带出一种忧郁的感觉...hmm~~~ ^^ 心情低落时听听这首歌是最为恰当了...hehe...所有心事回忆都能一一浮现脑海...kakax! enen! good good! ^.^

王菲 & 陈奕迅 --- 因为爱情

给你一张过去的CD
听听那时我们的爱情
有时会突然忘了我还在爱着你

再唱不出那样的歌曲
听到都会红着脸躲避
虽然会经常忘了我依然爱着你

因为爱情 不会轻易悲伤
所以一切都是幸福的模样
因为爱情 简单的生长
依然随时可以为你疯狂

因为爱情 怎么会有沧桑
所以我们还是年轻的模样
因为爱情 在那个地方
依然还有人在那里游荡人来人往

再唱不出那样的歌曲
听到都会红着脸躲避
虽然会经常忘了我依然爱着你

因为爱情 不会轻易悲伤
所以一切都是幸福的模样
因为爱情 简单的生长
依然随时可以为你疯狂

因为爱情 怎么会有沧桑
所以我们还是年轻的模样
因为爱情 在那个地方
依然还有人在那里游荡人来人往

给你一张过去的CD
听听那时我们的爱情
有时会突然忘了我还在爱着你

Just Enjoy~ ^.^

feel better...^^

enen! finally...better feel jor! hehe ^^ erm...tis week...overall better than last week ba...why leh? hmm~ the most important thing juz...be well prepared before teaching a lesson ba...veru important de...may be for me only la...i heard others said nonid prepare d...duno how oso...so pro...can teach me? haha!

hmm~ how to say leh? juz like science and math lesson lo...last friday...2 subject for 2 and half hours...divided into 3 parts...1stly...discuss the last week math quest...den discuss the science quest last week...den finally only teach the new topic...PERCENTAGE~ but all the quest i done myself before goin the class la...or else...nid to think the ans there for them? tats was too late coz the moment u think...they wil make noise and even sometimes u no idea on some quest too d...but all student waiting for u? haha! so cannot cannot...备课 is really really important for me...haha! for teaching new thing or new topic...i abit scared of tis d...coz gotta explain something new to them...n fear they not un or wad...means im fail to transfer my msg?! haha! so be prepared is stil important...so be ready 1st...must think of some methods...for them to remember...den wil be more easier for teaching n doin the exercise...^^

enen! while flashback now...yaya! really alot memories even the period was not long...other than ttn centre there la...desa d an qing ban ald gav me alot...today juz played badminton and carrom wit them...even they luan luan play la...but funny too..haha! enen...hmm~~~ and oya! sometimes bought ice cream outside the desa skul..haha! even not very nice..but ok la...since juz rm 1 each..but got 4 flavours bo! haha! sometimes boss wil brign us belanja makan oso...advises us...yea! be glad to hav such a kind boss ba...hehe...i think any job relate primary student d oso wont bad til where de ba...sure got some kindness there geh... ^^

hmm~~~ ^^ suddenly like tis job jor tim! ^^ hmm~ but stil got something not satisfied is...hmm...reading class ba...coz they keep on repeating the same things every week de...sheng zi ar...malay eng chinese...or simpulan bhs...penjodoh...every week oso same papers d! lolx...they not sien i oso sien lor...haha! but the boss said wanna them to hafal! so must keep on repeat...so i ald done my best to get their interest to avoid noisy...ald 2 weeks i held a smal competition for male n female...den put up hand for answering...hmm~ in order to force them to read n memorise ba..so tat they can win in it...den got prize geh~ whole group...last time 5 chops! tis week 3 chops! p/s: chops for tukar prize de...like 50 chops for 1 snacks like tat...tats the centre speciality...^^ but erm...impossible every week oso the same thing lor...so must think deeply jor really...yaya! hope i got idea tat time ba! haha! good luck wf...^^

hmm~~~ ^^ so overall quite ok ba...important stil be alwayz ready bfore starting a lesson...den u can focus on controlling the class while teaching d...once u revised n understand the syllabus wholely...u can start to play wit while teachin...wont be so stress...to get their interest on it...enen! quite useful for them and me d...yaya...keep it up ba weng fai! ^^

so in tis week...haha...the last week before CNY le...enen! try my best so that left no regret during CNY ba! den only can enjoy fully wit family or frenz during cny...hehehe! ^^ wad shud i do?! juz 1 word...PREPARE~~~ hahaha! yea! hmm! the day was not young~ haha! gogogo...study lu~~~ cabut!!!!! kakakax! YEA !!! Good Luck Ba WengFai! hope tis week wil hav better performance n feedback than last week ba! enen! improvement improvement !!! kekex...see u ~ ^.^

My Lovely dad...T.T

juz be here to wish...my dad wil be fine soon...i suggest u to open surgery rather than staying here for such juices or vitamin...even it's is super expensive...but...i think u should go for it...be strong dad! and my mum too...love u all forever... ^^

Try to be simple

everyday when i looking at them...yea...they gav me a strong feeling...tats HAPPY...even tis word is very simple and easy...but tats was really hard for me to practise it in 1 day...haha...sad case? hmm~ ^^

everytime i go to my primary skul ~ DESA JAYA ~ to pick the children...i had a strong feeling too...O.O hmm...look at the student run here n there...i hit u u hit me...haha! funny! hmm~ am i like tat bfore ?! hmm~ haha! i go n see back my classroom...wow~ really really alot memories...but mostly is standard 6 de ba...coz bfore tat d like cant rmb le...haha! yea! is tat classroom...we all chase here n there...noisy there...zat teacher there...had our fun at there...and even gossip there ^^

YEA!!! tat time geh me...is how d leh?! hmm~ let me think! wil emo de bo leh?! when i emo i wil how de leh? fa pi qi? haha! or...lock myself in 1 room? haha! hmm~ i think so! ^^ but tat time d emo same as now d ma? but like cant remember jor...haha! look at them...BELL RING~~~ all run toward the gate...haha! funny! how abt me last time? same action? hmm~ or ald mature tat time neh? haha! ^^ when saw the skul hall...omg! the 1st thing i recall back juz all line up there~~~ and then...erm...like got wad wad exam d...den line up...UPSR? forget jor! haha! and and !!! play badminton in the hall there! up the stage n play! haha! den keep hit to the groundstair....nid ppl hit back to me...hehe ^^

en! all just become memory ler...^^ however...i dun feel like wanna be matuer leh...(even now oso not very mature la...LOL!!! XD ) erm! can i become back a simple boy? dun worry so much? nonid worry for money...my studies...my work...my future...bla bla bla~ hmm~~~~~ really tired of tat...hmm! chase n hit my fren...tel bad abt him or her...chase lai chase qu! hmmmmmm............JUST WANNA BE SIMPLE...CAN I ???!!! >< ..........

Am I Suit ??!!!

aiks...keep asking myself...am i suit??!!! AM I?? suit to be a teacher??!!! ARGHHHH~~~~~

1...really really tired everyday...duno why...n feel like my body was non stop moving...the only time tat i can rest juz in the car...juz few minutes...aiksss...and every morning wake up...OMG~ got a strong feel pull back me unlike skuling time...really interested so much staying in skul de...can chat wit fren...play...gossip...NOW???!!! >.< once reach there...standard 1!!! the 1st word when goin the class...OI !!! BU YAO CHAO !!! JIN !!! ZUO XIA !!! OI~~~ aiksss...n everytime after 1 lesson my voice juz lost for awhile...OMG !!! ARGG~~~~ HOW TO TAHAN TIS TYPE OF LIFE FOR 8 MONTHS!!!!! everytime scold them...THEY GUAT ME !!! OMG !!! ARGG~~~~~ really really feel sien of tat arrrrr~~~ T.T

2...DISCIPLINE...aiks...i ald tried my best...use rotan beat the table...scold them loudly...ask them go out stand...omg! wad else i can do?? TEL ME !!! fit them?! YEA !!! tis is wad i goin to do nex week i think...i really cant tahan le...but actually...wad i scared not the students...juz the boss there...omg...once noisy...yonghui...ni hai bu gou xiong..walao! how xiong u wanna me to be o??!!! >< i ald bcome super duper hot temper now ler...everytime back home oso quiet de...talk lesser n lesser...once talk..omg~ quarell...i really cant control...just here to say...really really sorry mama...........

3...SYLLABUS...standard 4 5 6 math + science...i think sc stil ok la...but wad must do is...REVISE ALL OVER AGAIN !!! MUST !!! or else...bye bye~ aiks...but stil ok la...tis just depend myself in distributing my time nicely...so...stil ok ba! ^^ but math...O.O aikssss.....mayb i less in preparing ba! so...hmmmmm......hope tml wil be better ba! en! ^.^

actually...keep asking myself...WAD I WORRY THE MOST NOW...actually juz...scare i wil lost the job...fish can~ haha! but my parents ald felt my feeling n advised tat..if not suit den chge lo...partime only ma...smal matter la..nonid be too mind geh...i agree tat...but...wad else can do if u resign for tis?! gotta rush for finding job here n there again?! aiks...ald sien of tis type of things...or...juz stay at home? or attend some english courses?! but NO MONEY??!!! how to do all these??!!! really not guarantee at all!!! if i resigned for tis...aikks......HOW AR?????!!!! WHO CAN TEACH ME ARRRRR~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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but anyway...suan le ba...think lai think qu...i think.....aiks...remain the same wil be better ba...but am i really can handle all those prob?!!! haha! WHO KNOWS??!!! but anyway...hmmmmmm~~~ just try my best ba...try my best to improve myself...YEA !!! tis is the only thing i can do i think...no else ler...YEA !!! like tis ba!!! YEA !!! dun think too much le wengfai...wad u do now juz revise all the syllabus...try to be technique in handle the discipline...if really...BEAT THEM BA!!! tis is the only way le...enen!!! U CAN DE WENG FAI !!! jia you jia you jia you~!!! ngek ngek ngek~ ^.^

sorry 225...

this post just wan't to say sorry to my lovely 225 members...i made u 2 waited me in the car such a long time...omg~! i cant forgive myself oso...but...weng fai promise here! wont repeat the same thing n action again nex time! really really sorry...weng fai apologize here and hope u guys can forgive me ba...thx ^.^

~ 225 FoReV3R ~ ^.^b

WengFai's 1st JOB

hahaha! 1st job wor~ RM 1300 wor~ shud i be happy?! dancing somemore? haha! but...aiks...y feel abit unhappy n regret sometimes geh?! but wil feel glad n interesting sometimes wor...haha! really "mao dun"...><

why happy?! erm...at an qing ban there...seeing 1 student by 1 student run here n there in the house...haha! really recalled back alot my chidlhood memories ~ ^^ yii? isit myself oso played like them bfore tat ge leh? haha! forget jor tim ^^ they really looks like no "fan nao" like tat...i think i shud learn from them sometimes? haha! isit i think too much sometimes? make myself too tied of it? mayb! ^^

and hor...erm! i think after i resigned la...i wil flashback all the memories while im working at there lo...coz really noe alot children there...n the place...how the sofa put...how the cctv show...how they playing wit each other...omg~~~ really touching~ ^^ i think my tears cant control tat time d...hehe! ^.^

why unhappy?! haha~~~ erm...mostly coz of teachin? i think most probably the students there standard too high ba...mostly oso get 7 A in UPSR de...so...must do more homework bfore goin the class for teachin ba...n hor...the exercises provided for them no ans sheet to refer d since the boss there create the quest himself d...he wil discuss out the quest wit student on the spot..omg~ den how abt me?? nid think out the ans myself~ walao...how come o..got some of it not sure d leh...impossible giv wrongly ans to them?! haha! so...aiks...the final n oso the only way...study myself ba~~~ n check the ans by refering book one by one...important is...I OSO DINT DO TIS DURING MY STUDYING TIME LEH~~~ hahaha! ^^

another thing...aiks...u noe primary skul de la...omg~ i think i wil bcome more n more hot temper after tat...everyday must think some new ways to scold them...omg~ louder n louder~ i think really must think some easier n interesting way to attract their attention...but how abt for standard 1 student??! they totally not understand wad im doin? n even duno wad himself is doin n sitting there...swt~~~ so...aiks...just try my best ba~

but...hard to teach them not a big deal actually...juz...the head is stalking my performance !!! tis only gao lat~ >.< since i hav no experience in tat bfore...1300 wor...must be more focus on me?! aiks...i really really cant make any mistake...or else...OMG~~~ bb~~~ T.T so every action of me there oso must be careful careful~ aiksss~~~

suan le ba~~~ keep complaining here oso wont help much...now juz try my best to study all chapters n lesson tat goin to teach...must be more understanding than the students abt tat...so tat i could ans their extra knowledge questions..^^
and for the discipline problem...aiks...see 1st ba...do some crossword puzzles? (as mw taught me) do some competition? gift some sweet sweet? talk lan gag? hope everything wil be ok on next week ba! in these 2 days juz try my best to finish revise all the notes...and...REST GAO GAO ARRR~~~ really really tired arrrr~~~ hahaha!

ENEN!!! good luck ba weng fai! u can de !!! THINK POSITIVELY !!! NEVER GIVE UP !!! 林老师 ^.^b